When you don't know how to explain how you feel

Sometimes all the time I'm a mess when I try to write how I feel, when I try to explain what's on my mind.
Here is when music is my salvation. It's amazing when you find a song and the lyrics say exactly what are you going through or how you really feel. Every phrase, every single word describes what's going on with you, what's on your mind, it describes all your thoughts,the song is too accurate, it seems that song was wrote specially it for you. Your feelings are there, the reflection of your soul, your pain, your happiness, your sadness...all these emotions are there.
I already said it, I'm a mess when I want to describe my feelings, and right now all that I want is to bring out all that I have inside, because I think if I don't do it I'll go insane.
So I'll post the songs that I've been listening to.

Those song are so accurate.


Stay together for the kids-Blink-182

It's hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
My stupid poem could fix this home, I'd read it every day


So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away
It was mine, so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right.


Their anger hurts my ears, been running strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problems, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all
I see them everyday, we get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants, and its what she wants,then whys there so much pain?


So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right.


So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right
it's not right 
it's not right

Numb-Pet Shop Boys

Don't wanna hear the news 
What's going on 
What's coming through 
I don't wanna know 
don't wanna know 
Just wanna hide away 
make my my escape 
I want the world 
to leave me alone 
Feels like I feel too much 
I've seen too much 
For a little while 
I want to forget
I wanna be numb 
I don't wanna feel this pain no more 
Wanna lose touch 
I just wanna go and lock the door 
I don't wanna think 
I don't wanna feel nothing 
I wanna be numb 
I just wanna be 
wanna be numb 


Can't find no space to breathe 
World's closing in 
right on me now 
Well that's how it feels 
that's how it feels 
Too much light 
There's too much sound 
Wanna turn it off 
Wanna shut it out 
I need some relief 
Think that like I think too much 
I've seen too much 
There is just too much 
thought in my head 


I wanna be numb 
I don't wanna feel this pain no more 
Wanna lose touch 
I just wanna go and lock the door 
I don't wanna think 
I don't wanna feel nothing 
I wanna be numb 
I just wanna be 
wanna be 
taken away from all the madness 
Need to escape 
escape from the pain 
I'm out on the edge 
about to lose my mind 
For a little while 
For a little while 
I wanna be numb 

Wounded-Good Charlotte

Lost and broken, 
Hopeless and lonely. 
Smiling on the outside, 
and hurt beneath my skin. 


My eyes are fading, 
My soul is bleeding. 
I'll try to make it seem okay, 
But my faith is wearing thin. 


So help me heal these wounds, 
They've been open for way too long. 
Help me fill this hole, 
Even though this is not your fault, 


That I'm open, 
And I'm bleeding, 
All over your brand new rug. 
And I need someone to help me sew them up. 


I only wanted a magazine, 
I only wanted a movie screen, 
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed. 
And now my mind is an open book, 
And now my heart is an open wound, 
And now my life is an open soul for all to see. 


But help me heal these wounds, 
They've been open for way too long. 
Help me fill this hole, 
Even though this is not your fault, 


That I'm open and I'm bleeding, 
All over your brand new rug. 
And I need someone to help me, 
So you come along, 
I push you away, 
Then kick and scream for you to stay. 
Cuz I need someone to help me, 
Oh I need someone to help me, 
To help me heal these wounds, 
They've been open for way too long. 
Help me fill this hole, 
Even though this is not your fault.